Can I still feel proud?

Last time I used to feel proud being born in Malaysia. Now, I know that I do not deserve equal rights and this country belongs to the "special citizens (a.k.a. racists)". Can I still feel the same?

Why is Ahmad only suspended for 3 years, I think he would be happy. You know why? Imagine yourself not working for 3 years, sleeping at home but still getting your pay. Can't he get charge and bought to court under seditious act instead of giving him 3 years of honeymoon? You get what i meant?

I better not be talking too much here, in case ISA come knocking on my door.